Wednesday, 9 May 2012

Going through the motions

Wednesday, 9 May 2012
MoveItMay - I moved Friday, Sunday and Yesterday. Failed on Saturday and Monday. Saturday - slept the afternoon away when I'd planned to go for a bike ride. Monday, just ran out of time. Will ride home tonight.

My mood is sinking fast. I feel like I'm on the edge of a major depressive episode. Trying desperately to pull myself out of it, but it seems like every time I turn around here's something else happening to drag me down further.

I feel exhausted unless I'm overdosed on caffeine. I'm struggling to do more than curl up in a ball and just be numb to everything. I know I need to snap out of it, but I just don't have the wherewithal to do it right now.

I want my pep back, please.

2 comments:

Betsybookworm said...

*hugs*

Elspeth Thorne said...

*hugs* try to make sure you rest well. you're going great, even if it doesn't feel that way. <3