Thursday 31 May 2012

Miserable

Thursday 31 May 2012
A 1.1 kilo gain. So angry with myself. Clearly I'm not ready to be feeding myself.

The downward spiral kicked off with buying pizza for dinner on Sunday night

Tuesday I ate probably 3000 calories with a muffin for morning tea, honey chicken for lunch and two serves of dessert.

Last night was a dinner of rye sourdough and cheese. Lots of cheese.

The gain is a reflection of my lack of planning and consideration for myself.

I'm feeling very sorry for myself and need a good kick up the butt before the downward spiral of self loathing takes over.

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